I don't feel anything good to celebrate this Father's Day

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I don't have special moments to share here involving my father, you may think i am a bad daughter for telling that but no, my father is not a good father in my point of view, he did nothing to raise us and my mother is the only person who did everything for a living, i grew up not remembering anything special that he did, infact i grew up without him, he is with his other woman, while my mother slave herself to feed us and give us good future, my father i guess is taking the time of his life impregnating his mistress. He came back when i was in elementary and if you think he made up for the lost years, you are wrong...he made our life a living hell, he is a drunkard and rude, he has a lot of vices, he beats us when we don't give him money. I will not forget One time when he targets my mother and me with a knife that almost killed us. I don't hate my father, afterall those bad memories i still care for him, he's old now and sick (i guess its his Karma) but if you think he now change, you are wrong again, he's still the same: rude, cold and heartless. I don't understand why my mother cannot leave him. He's with us, making our life miserable everyday. I don't know when it will end but to tell you the truth as much as i want to feel cold and insensitive, i can't, it still hurt me everytime i see him..old and a bit weak but still drinking and continually showing his unlikely attitude. I am not close to him, infact none of his children are. We are all aloof and distant and he cannot blame us for that. That's what he made us into. It's what he sowed in us that he now reaps.