Tears

I don't know. Maybe a few weeks ago. My birthday is a sensitive subject around here. I hate it with a passion. It's a long story, but yeah that's basically it. I always feel weak when I cry and I often force myself not to. I hate crying and I feel like a loser. But I don't get angry physically when I express myself. I wish I did though.

I actually cried today . It was a build up of stress and many small things . I think i feel better now , but i worry way too much .

Just two hours ago. I cried because I got into a fight with my fiance and he's back home and I'm far from home with a work assignment in the US. We haven't seen each other for 6 months and we really miss each other so much but we get into fights all the time and it's really really sad. I can't help but cry almost every day. It is very difficult and heartbreaking. =(

The last time I Really cried was a few days ago when an ex friend of mine messaged me and really insulted me very deeply. I know that she was only trying to get back at me for something she felt that I had done wrong, but the way she did it was uncalled for, and rather childish. She's been lashing out a lot while I have been calm.

I cried about 2 days ago because of my ex

last night... i'm a man..23 years old.. had a girlfriend..and i really love her... i never intent to find another women after i had her... but,the only thing she make me cry last night... it is because..i found out..she slept with another man.. and the most make me cry is...he is the friend of mine!!! how could this happen to me? hope i have strength to go on life... i still love her...but...i will never accept what she had done to me!!! thanks for this discussion...thanks a lot..at least i have place to share to...