I feel like I'm the plot

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I feel so bad, sad and mad. You know, the feeling of being planned on how to be manipulated by people you did not expect will do it to you. It had happened before, that's why I knew it's coming. So many things happened, arguements, misunderstandings, threats, but the real score is; they want something from you. Something you can actually give, but an agreement or a discussion about it must be done. They thought, I am not agreeable to them when I speak for my side, they are not used to it(speaking up). They eventually think, I am stubborn. But I have a family of my own now, and I have to think about the welfare of my children and protect them. If there's anything that could affect my family's welfare, I have to discuss it and not just agree with people who think I'm already earning much and want a part of my earnings. If I am really earning so much that it's more than what I can give to my children, I wanted to help others if I could, specially my family(parents and siblings). I am not greedy, I am just thrifty. There's a difference in that. There are so many ways to please people, but I think there are people that can only be pleased by money. They say, I don't know how to relate to people, even to them. I think, they are only looking at their side. How could I end up working as a customer service for 10 years, and how could I be hired over an ex-colleague on this job, and how could people I have worked with before endorsed me to this job? I think, it depends on the people who doesn't know how to relate to me, even close relatives.