Have you ever thought of committing a suicide???
By alcazar
@alcazar (761)
India
June 26, 2008 12:28am CST
There was a time when i was completely shattered by the event which have turned out in a way its not easy to describe...my elder sister died to a prolonged ill ness and and i felt like y couldnt do anything for her...At that time i felt like committing a suicide but i knew better that i have to control myself and had some responsibilities to perform....
5 responses
@adamturner2007 (83)
•
14 Jul 08
I think most people have, I know I have.
But then I thought, you know, what about the people I would upset and shatter? That kinda turned me off the thought to be honest.
But yes, that was a long time ago! Good old teenage years eh? haha.
@Ravenladyj (22902)
• United States
26 Jun 08
I have thought of it and I've attempted it more than once in my life....I can also honestly say that if I were to go off my medication I would do it again too...sounds crazy but the reality is I'm all too aware of how my brain works and i KNOW what would happen ya know..So thank the gods for medication 
Sorry to hear about your sister too btw..Its so hard to lose a loved one regardless of how they pass, but when its a drawn out thing like that it must be so sad and difficult to deal with 
Sorry to hear about your sister too btw..Its so hard to lose a loved one regardless of how they pass, but when its a drawn out thing like that it must be so sad and difficult to deal with 
@se7enthbird (8307)
• Philippines
26 Jun 08
NO, i dont ever want to do that. i have a strong faith and life is a learning process. you live you learn. there are a lot of trials instore for us but we have to be strong and firm. this rains and storm in our life will pass and there will be sunlight and rainbow. good for you that you controlled yourself.
@honeydew82174 (1720)
• United States
26 Jun 08
I think every one at some time has had thoughts like this. Most people do not act on them. It is a very selfish thing to do. Things always get better maybe not right away but they do. They way you feel now, you will not have the same view on it. As we get older we get wiser, stronger and grow. I told a a mylotter eariler today. God does not give us more then we can handle!