CAN YOU STILL REMEMBER... Who is your first crush?
By Jhordie
@Jhordie (5115)
Philippines
July 1, 2008 11:25pm CST
I was on my pre-school when my heart started to beat for this cute girl (though it was already beating since I was on my mom's womb LOL
) My hand starts to shake and perspire; my heart beats even more faster as she comes near me. I am usually MUTE when she talks to me and I feel so numb and start to become paralyze where I am standing... Can't move and can't utter even a single word everytime I saw her. And I could still remember her pretty face then (because I really don't know how she looks like now?
) She was small, chubby but really an intellectual pretty girl in our class, in fact she was our second honors during those times. But unfortunately she went into a different school as she enters elementary education. Too bad... she might be my 1st girlfriend if she had stayed longer. (DREAM ON!
) before I forget... her name is PAMELA MERDCADO (I still remember it though it's almost 20 years ago)
How about you? I wish to read your responses here and let us reminisce the ol' good times when we had our first crush if not first love. I still have this tingling sensation and happiness in my heart as I am typing my discussion... kind of weird?! hehe
) My hand starts to shake and perspire; my heart beats even more faster as she comes near me. I am usually MUTE when she talks to me and I feel so numb and start to become paralyze where I am standing... Can't move and can't utter even a single word everytime I saw her. And I could still remember her pretty face then (because I really don't know how she looks like now?) She was small, chubby but really an intellectual pretty girl in our class, in fact she was our second honors during those times. But unfortunately she went into a different school as she enters elementary education. Too bad... she might be my 1st girlfriend if she had stayed longer. (DREAM ON!) before I forget... her name is PAMELA MERDCADO (I still remember it though it's almost 20 years ago)
How about you? I wish to read your responses here and let us reminisce the ol' good times when we had our first crush if not first love. I still have this tingling sensation and happiness in my heart as I am typing my discussion... kind of weird?! hehe4 people like this
29 responses
@zeroflashx2 (2491)
• Philippines
3 Jul 08
Now that you mentioned it, it's still fresh in my memory. It was 21 years ago. I was still in kindergarten. I had a crush on one of my classmates. Her name is Aida Sevilla. I won't forget her during times we play in the school bus eating together with the rest of the class during breaks, and calling her up a couple of times.
Or parents thought it was cool. They just let us talk to each other back then. I really am wondering, how is she doing right now. 
I was still in kindergarten. I had a crush on one of my classmates. Her name is Aida Sevilla. I won't forget her during times we play in the school bus eating together with the rest of the class during breaks, and calling her up a couple of times.
Or parents thought it was cool. They just let us talk to each other back then. I really am wondering, how is she doing right now. 
@zeroflashx2 (2491)
• Philippines
5 Jul 08
She actually knows about her. I'd think it'd be ok if she sees this. I also know her first crush. Well, I tried to find here a couple of time in friendster and myspace but can't find her. I just hope she's doing fine.
I'd think it'd be ok if she sees this. I also know her first crush. Well, I tried to find here a couple of time in friendster and myspace but can't find her. I just hope she's doing fine. 1 person likes this
@elitess (5070)
• Ipswich, England
10 Sep 08
Yes my friend, i remember. I was in 3th grade, and she was a girl called Andreea - she had the most awesome blond hair and blue eyes but hey, i was to emotive back then to have the guts to talk to her. I never told her that i liked her, but i guess she kind of knew from my behavior.
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@bombshell (11256)
• Germany
9 Sep 08
yes i still remember y first crush when i was 12 yrs old.eveyritme i saw him i get nervous.a neighbor and a bit older than me but he is unreachable .he is too cute for me
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@aendzie (571)
• Philippines
9 Sep 08
I will never forget my first crush, I was only 13 that time, first year high school and was very amazed and excited of my teenage years. This guy caught my attention, he was very handsome like he's an Adonis or something. He ha sblue eyes and he looks like an American, well that's what I thought as a kid. I even asked his name and for the first time I felt like a full grown woman, lol.twas really funny, good thing he was so kind. His name is Eder, and until now,everytime we bump into each anywhere he would greet me and give me a smile. He's not only handsome but has good personality as well. You might ask if we got hooked, the answer is nah,.the feeling I had with him was just an admiration,like, an appreciation of his beauty.Have fun guys!
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@Jhordie (5115)
• Philippines
17 Sep 08
when you asked us if the two of you have hooked together??? I thought the answer was YES! Sad to know it wasn't. I agree with you that usually crushes don't end in a true love story because kids have this great imagination and a high degree of ideals that are really hard to reach in real life.
@shlooper (309)
• United States
14 Jul 08
My first crush happened when I was in first grade. I liked a boy named Greg Johnson. Now that I think about it, he kind of was a jerk, but I thought he was very cute and nice. Also he was smart. I don't know, everything that I saw in him are still things that I look for in men :D
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@Jhordie (5115)
• Philippines
15 Jul 08
FIRST are usually hard to forget... Unconsciously, they seem to be a gauge that we keep on using to measure those that will be following them. No problem with that in my opinion as long as you are happy with the one you love at this moment! God bless and Thanks for sharing your childhood memories with us.
@generalmarcuz (279)
• Philippines
2 Jul 08
Argh its so hard to remember my first crush. I think it was MAE. She was really cute and most of the boys liked her. Well she was so rich that I was sure that I don't stand a chance on her. Well at least we were friends. =) But to be honest, I'm not sure if shes really the first.
@snowy22315 (180703)
• United States
3 Jul 08
Mine was David Dunn in the 4th grade. I just liked his brown hair and cute freckles. I'm sure he didn't know that I was alive. If I ever see him at a class reunion I will have to tell him of my 4th grade crush.
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@baebieDARNA30 (788)
• Philippines
2 Jul 08
my real first crush was a schoolmate of mine when i was still in 5th grade. actually, we have known each other through our friends. at first, i never liked him. time came we became closer, we joined a play and both of us are involved to that "christmas play". during practices, he would fool around with me. since children are so active, so was he. he would tap my back when i dont face him, then when i turn he runs so fast that i cannot catch him. we were always happy. i started to have feelings for him, and realized i already have a crush on him. one day, he learned that i like him. starting that day until now, we never talked much, nor hi's and hellos. but i moved on. im happy now. i can say that i can never ever forget him.
@baebieDARNA30 (788)
• Philippines
2 Jul 08
yeah you're right! he's really a torpe kind of guy. lol. he is different now, he is not what he was before. a lot about him already changed. and the feelings i had for him before was already gone totally, hopefully.
i dont have nothing for him anymore, and i just want him to be my friend. but i think that is impossible. we wouldnt even talk and exchange glances. still im hoping one day we'll be friends again.
@Jhordie (5115)
• Philippines
2 Jul 08
Maybe he doesn't like a girl but instead a boy... (JUST KIDDING)now my serious reaction would be... maybe he is TORPE like us guys that tends to be afraid approaching the girl we like too. Anyway, you have moved on already and that's what matters most now.
)now my serious reaction would be... maybe he is TORPE like us guys that tends to be afraid approaching the girl we like too. Anyway, you have moved on already and that's what matters most now.
ANOTHER WHAT IF?! Anyway, I hope you manage to find a much better man than him. thanks for sharing
@salonga (27775)
• Philippines
2 Jul 08
My first crush was a man 17 years older than I am. I was 10 and he was 27 and he rents the apartment near my house. I admired his looks so much and at young age I was kinda infatuated with him and my heart would beat faster when I'd see him but he didn't knew coz I was just a kid and I was pretending to be playing when he was around. Ha!ha!ha! When I grew up to be a lady, I lost my crush on him and thought myself to be stupid why I liked that man when he was so dark! Ha!ha!ha!
@salonga (27775)
• Philippines
3 Jul 08
Rolly is his name, that's all I could share, he might be one of the mylotters here and catch me!
@ramyashreesk (1021)
• India
2 Jul 08
Hello Jhordie! hope you are doing good. Well i remember my firs crush and he was my love to. He was my neighbour. Things did'nt go well that time, but he was the one person i was ready to give my life at that time. Now my husband is my life. Take life as it comes, thats it.Take care.
Happy Mylotting!
@ramyashreesk (1021)
• India
4 Jul 08
No i didn't marry him, caste came in between our relation.
Its my pleasure, if you want any other advice you can ask me!
Take care ! Good Day!
@selece (2357)
• Philippines
2 Jul 08
Whoa pre-school! Nice story. Hehe! My first crush was actually my classmate when I was in prep. She was very charming and cute. Back then I didn't know the term crush, all I knew is that I feel totally swept away by her presence(like a kid would know how that feels? huh? Hehe. But I knew haha). She was smart and talented. Back then, we had a dance presentation for a fun time event and for graduation. We were chosen to dance and she was my partner. LoL. I was happy at that time. And we even became the leader of the dance group, we were placed in front. Hehe. I still have a picture of that, while we were dancing. Wish I could share it but I have no scanner now. Hehe. Guess what? My first crush, I still see her in school. We're in the same department. Hehe. But that was only a "crush" and I don't feel anything for her. I just thought I'd share. We're good friends but not close ones. There goes my story bro, even though I'm down right now because of someone. Hehe. God bless!
@Jhordie (5115)
• Philippines
2 Jul 08
CHEER UP!!! For your effort though feeling so down but still managed to respond here more better than the others... Guess what... that was the BEST I COULD READ HERE... somewhat the same as my story and both of us are in the same level when we had our 1st crush..PREP. LOL You may never know... she might be the one... hehehe... just do not close the door or window of your heart! IF NOT HER... or your present crush... SOMEBODY BETTER TAHN THEM!!! That's for sure. GOD BLESS
You may never know... she might be the one... hehehe... just do not close the door or window of your heart! IF NOT HER... or your present crush... SOMEBODY BETTER TAHN THEM!!! That's for sure. GOD BLESS1 person likes this
@ksha777 (95)
• Philippines
3 Jul 08
When I was around around 8 or 9 years old I had a crush. My crush is around 17 yrs old. (laugh out loud). I think I admired him beacuse of his look plus the fact that he was so kind to me. Maybe that's why. I knew that it will never be childhood crush that will run for a long time because he went abroad to work and that's the sad part for me as a kid. I could not see him anymore but I waited for a year to see him again but I don't know I had no news about him and I can't asked about him. Remember the age gap (laugh out loud). It's impossible. Anyways it was just a crush but as a kid it made me lonely that I won't see him anymore.(laugh out laud)
@Jhordie (5115)
• Philippines
3 Jul 08
SO TRUE... they really did leave a mark IN OUR HEARTS in one way or another. I do hope you'll see him again. And maybe He is still single and unlike the song... "JONI" YOU'll END UP HAPPY TOGETHER! God bless and hope to read more from you on my other postings too.
@pinkista (892)
• Philippines
3 Jul 08
OK, so I'm retyping this response since after hitting "post response" it went down. Err, i mean I got error something. Anyways, my first crush is Chuck...since I was in grade 5. He's my classmate in grade 4, but in grade 5 he's not. When I'm grade 6 he's my classmate again and I'm inlove with him that time haha...we're close to each other but I didn't expect much about him. He knows that he's my crush 'coz my seatmates told him.
@petiksmode (2983)
• Philippines
2 Jul 08
my first crush name is bryan yap and that happened when we were in grade 3 he was my classmate..he was chubby back then butthe reason for havign a crush on him is soley becoz he is kind and sweet..i remember is started when i have lost my allowance and have nothing to eat in our recess..he offered me sandwich and the juice...
after long years we met last year, we were working for the same company...i dont have a crush on him anymore we remain good friends through the years..
@faln_angel1205 (1192)
• United States
2 Jul 08
Oh yes i remember my first crush..actually it was 2 at the same time..hehe. Kindergarten, one was Spiro and the other was Brian. I think back and i prob liked Spiro cuz well he lived further from me than Brian and i only seen him in school, so he was my school crush. Now Brian lived jsut a few houses away and i seen him all the time, so that made me happy. In fact that crush lasted quite a few years because i remember when i was 11 he asked me to come to his house and i did, knowing that his parents werent home. No juicy gossip for ya though cuz it was totally innocent but tell that to my mom when my sis "busted" me and told her we were there alone..lol. Oh the good ol carefree days!
@successlog (3172)
• China
3 Jul 08
my first crush happened 1 year ago.that is really cute wonderful girl.i will never forget her,and i will live with her forever. because she is my girlfriend till now...i am serious in feeling in my heart..when i do something, i will be serious indeed..haha
thanks for your share.
@aimsmith (30)
• United States
3 Jul 08
My first crush was when I was in the first grade. I still remember her name... Too bad I never told her how I felt about her. A few years later I saw her at a summer camp and I still did not tell her how I felt. Even though we were friends, I would have wanted her to be my girlfriend. We probably could have had a good time together. If I ever see her again, I will defiantly tell her how I feel.
