You make me want to smash my phone

No, nothing else was said. I've learned to bite my tounge, because in a situation like this, everything I posted, would have been said, and I hate saying things I regret, and then having to apologize for it. I doubt any further conversation will be had, and I will just be left frustrated. I guess that's better than him calling back and an arguement break out and it last for hours. I have too much homework to do for that.

I agree with you, guybrush. The ones we love most can bring out our strongest feelings - on both sides of the equilibrium. The way you started it with "Is it really possible to love someone so much, you'd do absolutely anything for them, but sometimes they just make you so angry?" echoes how I'm feeling too these days. Guys can be frustrating sometimes.

I'm really trying to be understanding about it.. but at the moment I wrote this I was absoultely infuriated. I didn't want to push the subject with him though. Argueing is not something I like to do.

It is rude. But still, he MAY be busy. And even if it's a silly thing to be upset about, it still frustrates me to no end. At least I'm ranting here on Mylot, and not him, or else the arguement would last for hours. And I just have to much to do for that to happen. And yes, lucky for my phone. Though.. I do need a new one.. lol. I just don't have the money yet to replace it.

It really is not a silly thing to be upset about. Once one becomes a parent there is nothing more important than your children. But, I wouldn't want you arguing for hours, so, mylot ranting is best

Oh, and I am glad you didn't take it out on your telephone

He's not something I normally rant about, and normally keep to myself about him. This really did just set me off the edge though, and I'm not trying to argue with him about his lack of engagement. Who knows.. maybe he is busy, and I'm just being upset for nothing. Either way, I don't care, it bothers me. I guess more or less, it's nice to talk about it with people who will actually listen. lol.

I guess the fact that he didn't call back, and texted me is what set me off. He DID have the phone right next to him apparently, so it shouldn't have been too hard to take a minute of his time. I know it's petty, but it really frustrates me. But I'm know enough that I at least shouldn't press the issue with him. I'm sorry to hear about your relationship. I can kind of relate, though I know it would take a lot of work on both parts for us to ever get back together. I'm willing to work and do what ever it takes for the great good so to speak, our son, and he's not even willing to take what I say to heart, and stop argueing about it. It seems as if the littlest thing I say turns into some sort of ridiculous arguement. But, I do love him, and realize he does need his space. Space is the only thing right now that I think could even repair a friendship between us. So.. Thank God for Mylot. My rants and frustrations can be taken here, instead of ruining what we have left.