I cracked thrice yesterday...
By drsparkle314
@drsparkle314 (529)
New Zealand
July 9, 2008 6:12am CST
Rage overcame me again yesterday... I was filled with so much anger within that simple things easily triggers me to burst... that has always been my biggest flaw... something I've been trying to overcome for years... but each time I try I fail... but it has never stopped me from trying no matter how many times I fall...
I was doing great lately... I thought I was improving already in managing to control my feelings... but like I said... yesterday I failed again... I guess there's something within me that I have to totally let go in order to be able to succeed... unfortunately that is something I have not yet discovered... or perhaps something that I just can't let go of...
I've been trying to find myself in order to improve... I want to know where this rage and depression is coming from... and I thought I already knew... unfortunately I think I was wrong... there's something more to it...
What do you advice?
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@ramyashreesk (1021)
• India
9 Jul 08


@drsparkle314 (529)
• New Zealand
9 Jul 08
hmmm yoga and meditation I haven't tried that before... ok I'll find time to give it a try... thanks a lot...
@drsparkle314 (529)
• New Zealand
9 Jul 08
hmm... well I am able to do it at times... but it's not always effective.. but I'll try harder next time... thanks...
