if i could just hug him and tell him how much i love him

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i miss my father very much.i feel so empty coz i never greet during his bday. i just confronted my father few days before his bday. my brother told me that he was sick that day...i was so worried about him...but when his other girl answered my call instead of i will feel compassion and care for my father it turns to be frustrated. i talked to him i said i love u, i want to take care of u but i dont like what ur doing to urself.u got a girl that is very obvious just using u.he said its ok if i dont help him but he needs the girl. im very very upset and i just replied him ur always like that....u never really choose us.then i hung the fon. its so painful. i love him very much. and really want to take care of him. im working hard for my parents future, coz i want to give them back all the love they give me.in my mind i always think that when they gets old they dont need to work coz we will provide everything for them.but its not that easy for me. my parents are seperated. and my father just got this new girl last yr. i want to hug him tight tell how happy i am to have him as my father ...but i dont think it will b that easy for me to do that now....may b in the right time. i will do that and take the 1st flight.and when i reach home i will look for him and give him a tight hug and a little girl kiss like the way i was before.