Abortion or Misrable Life?

What a horrible choice! You omitted one choice, though - adoption. If you were to go that route, perhaps your parents would let you stay, or your town or county would help you find housing and a job. I can't believe anyone could go on as if nothing had happened after having an abortion. It would have to plague their thoughts at least now and then! Millions of families all over the world want children and can't have them. They pay a fortune to try to find a child to adopt. In many cases, the pregnant girl goes to live with the family until she gives birth, and it's quite a happy event. Closing off any avenue is just not the way to go.