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So.. about a month and a half ago Me and my girlfriend, Alicia, of 1 year 9 months broke up. The beginning of our relationship was rocky, first month we had broken up and gotten back together 10 times, due to my ex-best friend Jessie. Anyways.. About 2 days ago me, her, and our friend Kayla made a decision to have a best friend relationship without being together kinda thing. Alicia tells me to Kiss Kayla, so I do, and they kiss, everyones kissed each other now. Today, we were all hanging out, and me and Kayla are totally digging this friendship thing. We're kissing and cuddling, and I keep offering Alicia to come over and cuddle and kiss with us just for fun. She keeps refusing.. And at the end of the night she wants me to ask out Kayla, and says she would be totally fine with it. In the past me and Kayla liked each other and Alicia freaked out because Kayla is one of her best friends. So I told her No I wont go out with her. After leaving Alicia's house, and Kayla going home, Alicia starts getting upset saying that I had feelings for Kayla again.. And All day I had showed it.. And This is the third time I have F'ed up. She wont forgive me or Kayla, and doesn't want to hang out with us for 'a while'. I ask for her forgiveness and she won't forgive me to save her life.. After a while I resort to begging and she still wont, she is pissed. I told her how she was my true love, and that could never be replaced by a mere crush, and she said, and I quote.."Me and you will for sure never happen again im not even mad. everything you earned and gained dicinagrated. gone. forever. never coming back. me and you will never come back. the love we had will never come back."typo and punctuation exactly.. This broke my heart.. I know I am only 16.. But I figured I hadn't been on Mylot in a while.. and thought it would be a decent place to ask for help.. please Mylot.. I need it.=(