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My husband and our 2 children went on vacation last week. We went camping with 10 other people in key west. The last night just the adults went to duval street to check out the night life. After drinking a bit, one of my cousins husbands grabbed my husband and said he wanted to show you something. After about 15 min or so, I asked where they had gone someone said the name of the club. I was so over come by anger I jumped up and had absolutly no idea where I was going but I was going to find that place. I lucked up around the corner there it was . I walked in and looked around and towards the back there they were. My heart sunk, I couldnt move,I just stood there and watched as some perfect bodied woman shake her big twins at my husband. We have been married for 10 years we had a understanding of acceptable actions in our marriage at least I thought we had. I am heart broken because for 10 years I was the only woman he has seen in that way and cant help but feel as if he has cheated. I am trying so hard to get passed this but I have cried for 3 days. He says, they had stopped for a beer at a different bar and they went through another door and there they were. He says, he knew he was not supposed to be there and was telling the other fellow they had to leave oh and that he was drunk. But, that doesnt make me feel better. Someone tell me I will get over this. I feel truely betrayed and disrespected.