Have you ever been too upset to do alot of posting on mylot?

I guess at one time or another we have all been thrown for a loop about something making it impossible for us to come to our special place and do our daily routine at Mylot. Like the weekend my dad went to the hospital cause he couldn't breathe and my mom was babysitting my brothers kids and so she had to drop them off and plus my little sister for a whole weekend Friday till Monday morning. And with 10,8,7, and a 2 year old it is hard to get things done or concentrate enough to do anything. So I just gave up.My house looked like a war zone after that weekend.

Usually when I am upset that is when I do the most writing. I however cannot sing, so I neglect my singing practice. My posts do change and become more negative, I complain, I think that no one understands and I want advice on how to deal with the situation, like when my husband had his mini stroke, I wanted to know what to do and why he felt that way, why he felt he was old and then insisted that I should feel old as well. Then after I blasted up at him for making me age faster, I felt better.

I have had days where being on myLot is the last thing on my mind, but I have also found that being on myLot sometimes helps me to take my mind off of what is bothering me.

I'm sorry to hear about your grandfather. I know what it's like to have a relative be ill. My grandma passed away almost six years ago and I still feel empty inside. And there's been a huge shift in this house since she left. Even it if it was years ago, the pain is still quite real. I've noticed that my family isn't really happy anymore. But of course we're the type that ignores our problems with jokes or just plain silence. It's not healthy, but it's all we know.

Sometimes I find that I'm just too cranky to post, because I may not be able to bite my tongue as well. This isn't one of those times, lol.

Sometimes, stress involves my daily routine and I may not even sometimes be online on Mylot. I've never been too upset to do a lot of posting on MyLot. MyLot actually helps me take away stress. If it was a heart attack or something like that, I wouldn't even be on MyLot because to be honest, I would probably be to upset or be by my grandmother's or grandfather's side.