Am I silly?

[b]Me, I have a son. I didn't give birth to him in the hospital. There's no such things as injection for painless birth in where i labored for six hours. Of course i have to bear the pain every minute every second. If i give birth again...? I wil choose the same old way. I want to feel the pain all the way. Please don't be afraid. You are far more braver if you only let yourself be. Remember, pain is only in our mind.[/b]

I'm not married ,so I don't know the feeling of your. Anyway ,hope you be more brave if you want to have the baby and good luck to you.

I don't quite understand your question. Are your afraid to get pregnant again or afraid of a c-section? Or just dreading labor? I had c-sections and they were a breeze, very easy and pretty painless over all.