the 4th guy i hope will be the last!

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when i had a relationship before i used to say this words that i am hoping he will be the last guy i will be ending in the future. Reality check "if you always long for it then it will not be yours, if it yours then it will be." Do you believe in faith? well i believe in faith but it will be successful if you yourself work on it. i have many i think guys who i fell in love with, and the very first thing comes in my mind is " IS he the last?" I felt so discourage every time i had broke up with the guy because I know i will start again and again, i can always think of comparison with the other guy i had. Now beginning again a relationship is a hard task because falling in love is easy but falling out of love and saying goodbye again is never easy. hope that this will be the last.