Maybe just Maybe.
By KolaBabeah
@KolaBabeah (224)
United States
July 24, 2008 3:06am CST
So this one isn't about me Current boyfriend who I've been with for a 11 months.But it's about my Ex Whos been tryin to get back with me.That some people have read about and his name is Josh.
Maybe Just Maybe.
This world is a skrew over place.
Nothings perfect.Everythings a mess.It's always the same.
If only it was someone else who had my pain.I'm done with this world.I never gain.
Enough trust in somebody before they let me down.And thier like Oh by the way...I lied...But I'll tell the truth now.
Then they hurt me more then they have before.They expect me not to cut but to be a good girl.
Act like nothings wrong like nothing happend the day before.My life is becomeing worse.Then it was before
And I have no Idea what to do or what to say.It's like Damn if I do and Damn if I don't.
I just wish all the pain would simply go away.
I can't give up the one thing that keeps me going.And thats what he's expecting.
For me to let it all go.Not to look back.And I just can't do it anymore.
That path just isn't the way for me.
He's hurting me more then I have ever been hurt before.He's chaninging everything.
Makein it hareder to stand strong.Even hareder to stand on my own.
My past is gone and I'm letting him go.Tryin to move on and he makes it harder.
To stand still to live with the present.Let go of the past.
Thats what the say.But for some reason I keep beheld back.
And if only he knew he means the world to me.
But Maybe Just Maybe this one relationship wasn't meant to be.
3 responses
@enola1692 (3323)
• United States
28 Jul 08
I think you need to do what your mom hhehehe I mean your heart tells you Theresa you are one of the smartest young ladies i have come across an you will do the right thing
@KolaBabeah (224)
• United States
28 Jul 08
HAha thnx mom.But you know I how my friends can be.Youve seen it with your own two eyes.
@kay1967 (29)
• United States
24 Jul 08
Is it your current boyfriend that means the world to you or your ex. If it's your current boyfriend then what your ex is doing should have no bother on you. It sounds to me that you may have feelings for both. you need to weigh it out. think of all aspects.For one if your ex has done you wrong before, that would be 1 x mark for me. how is your current boyfriend treating you. It might be a difficut choice for you, but you need to really think this out. If you still have feelings for your ex, do you think that's fair to your current. Also,the upmost important fact is your future. I wish the best for you.
@KolaBabeah (224)
• United States
24 Jul 08
Well Ihave done that and choosen my current.My Ex does mean the worldto me.But only in a friend matter.So dunoo.Like My ex has Doe me wrong like hundreds of times.An I don't he puts me through so much pain.
@cursedsoul (925)
• India
24 Jul 08
If you're happy with your current boyfriend, what your ex does should not matter to you. If your ex is seriously giving you trouble, call things off with him!
@KolaBabeah (224)
• United States
24 Jul 08
Well I've tred but he does shizz like threatens to kill himself and everything else.It's just a big mess.
