i love him? not?i love him? not?

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am very much confused of what i feet right now. i have been in many relationships and that it was a year then when i never had one and someone came. i knew him from the net but he was from our place. we chat until we text, after 3 months we meet and that my first impression is that i really don't like him, maybe because i am looking for my ideal guy . he is not that good looking, a cowboy, ruggedly guy . We knew then each other, we dated for 3 months and now i am confused if i am just happy with his company or i am that in love to him. he was okey and that every time we go out and i am happy if we don't then its just alright. i am really confused.