so....now i know....
By raclie
@raclie (1732)
Singapore
July 30, 2008 11:23pm CST
wow...
ok, i found something...
i think, if i was the person before,
i would have been shattered.
but now....
yeah...
i dont care....
they can think all they want....
they can SAY all they want...
i dont need their approval....
love me, hate me...
as long as i am on your mind...
what am i saying about?
here....
http://aliceinwond3rland.blogspot.com/2008/07/jovin-hurry-boring-lesson-baky-sis-was.html
read and weep....
weep with joy that you are not me....
and that you do not know them...
i mean...
they act "nice" when i am around..
but...
when you have your backs turn....
they morph into objects that slitter through your life,
destroying everything they touch....
yes...
even your reputation...
oh...
and i am claire....
just a small FYI
dont worry...
will not do anything to her....
she is sooooo not worth it....
and also, it is just a week more till i dont have to see them any more....
one more week to changing class!!!!
and finally....
peace....
3 responses
@movicont (495)
• United States
31 Jul 08
That's just...ugh. There are some people who always act immature like that. It's best to just ignore them, so you're doing fine right now! :-) And you're right, they're definitely not worth your time. The faster you can get away from them, the better.
1 person likes this
@noobest (5)
• Singapore
31 Jul 08
It is heartening to see that you are not affected by this. But as a member of your class, i feel the need to ask you, "Have you ever wondered what is causing all this problems?" Did you not see the need to think about why your class dislikes you? Everyone starts off with a neutral opinion of each other, but why did your class' opinions of you take a downturn? I am not trying to be offensive here, i just felt that you should take a good look at yourself and wonder about what you have done that makes you not fit in. Sure, you might be thinking that we are lousy classmates, whom abandon you all the time. But if this were to happen to me, with my classmates abandoning me and insulting me from every direction, no one wanting to team up with me, i would question myself, not the class, for what is wrong. As another classmate before me have pointed out, the problem we feel, lies in your attitude. Even a person in our class, who is the most neutral, who was intent on treating you nicely because she doesn't see the need to dislike you, but when she saw you automatically giving everyone a poor evaluation, naturally, no one would have appreciated it.
If even the most fair and just person in our class can feel as such, then clearly, something is wrong with you.
The person whom you had a crush on, i know him well, and even he said that he did not have a good opinion of you. I struggle to name someone who actually feels you are a nice person. When asked, the common answer is that you have a poor attitude to all of us. You steal people's points when they're presenting. You scold those who try to help you and then you whine about us to the world as opposed to actually approaching us to settle your problems. Again, i want to point out that i mean no offense to you with this comment, i just want you to know that maybe, the problem lies with you, not us.
@noobest (5)
• Singapore
31 Jul 08
Another thing that I want to emphasize that, please do not blame the world for isolating you, blame yourself for making the world to isolate you.
Ask yourself, what good do we get by isolating you ? What benefit can we get by isolating you ?
We get no BENEFIT AT ALL. IN FACT, WE LOST ONE FRIEND.
Think about it.
@raclie (1732)
• Singapore
31 Jul 08
ok,
well...
reading your comments have made me think...
alot....
and yeah....
i mean...
i have never been social...
was raised like that...
so i have no idea how to react among others.
but i swear....
have never gave anyone a poor evaluation,
unless they deserve it...
such as not doing anything in class..
what ever you said there, stealing people's points or scolding people who are trying to help me, are all not done on purpose...
well....
i know that you are not meaning any offense, cos if you are, you will be writing about me in your blog or something instead of telling me straight up..
thanks....
if for nothing else, than just for that....
what i dont get though...
if you say you guys are losing a friend,
and have such a low opinion on me, why will you say so?
i mean...
thanks for telling me what i did wrong...
@noobest (5)
• Singapore
1 Aug 08
I hate to contradict you, but we have at least 3 eyewitnesses who saw you giving your whole team a poor evaluation even when they had tried their best to involve you in the work.
Another thing, please do not use "not being social" as an excuse in this matter. JM and many others in our class have confided in me personally that they never have been social before, especially jm. When he wrote in the class video that we were his first batch of friends, he seriously meant it. Throughout his life, he only has 3 people he considered his friends. Think about it. If someone like him, who took 17 years to make 3 friends, is suddenly able to turn around and have alot of friends, why can't you do it too? The truth is simple. It is just because you have never made the effort.
In reference to the part where you said you UNKNOWINGLY stole people's points while presenting, etc etc. I have just one thing to ask. "Apologised yet?" It might have been done unknowingly, but that does not mean it is not wrong. Also, i find it laughable that you UNKNOWINGLY scolded someone for helping you. Why is that? because you scolded that person right here on mylot. So unless you were sleep-typing, you couldn't possibly have done it unknowingly. All she did was she felt that you had too little points to present, so she helped you add a few points. That's all. Admittedly, she should have asked you first. But what she did definitely does not warrant shaming her in front of the whole world.
Friends help each other. It is something that friends do. Even if the help was unwanted, it would have been nice just to receive a "thank you". I can quite easily tell you right now, that I (and many people in the class) did not like you even during the orientation day 1 lesson. You exude sarcasm with every word, seem to act like you are superior than us. I ask you, who would like that?
Of course, we might be misunderstanding you. But i ask you, did you ever give a chance for us to understand you?
@cherylpan (79)
• Singapore
31 Jul 08
hang in there girl..
so what if the world hates you???
your family and your true friends would be always behind and supporting you..
scratching your back and...
making sure you don't fall..
everyone has friends..
some people like you and me maybe just prefer having quality friends
:)