I thought I was going to enjoy watching sunset,, but it makes situation worser

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Most part of the city today is experiencing heavy rains and I thought I am going to experience sadness again which I always experience during rainy season. But then my favorite sun shines during 4 in the afternoon and since my house is just a few drive to the beach, I decided to go there to erase my sadness. Im ready to watch the sunset in short and I thought I really enjoy watching it, but then just a few minutes of setting on the bench rain start to pour and its getting heavy. I ran past to my car and slam the door, I even paid one last look at the beach where the sun use to set but then the view was very depressing.. I do not know how to cope with this.. I feel terribly sad during rainy season.. Is there someone here in mylot experiencing sadness during rainy month? The sadness is'nt bearable sometimes that I can't help but cry.