Mylot friends. Please help me :(
By KellyMate
@KellyMate (361)
August 1, 2008 9:45am CST
I think Ive just suffered from some sort of breakdown :/
I was upstairs in mine and my fiance's bedroom. And was trying on the new summer clothes that I had bought today, just mixing and matching different outfits. We are going on a holiday in October, Which gives me a bit of time to shape up, as I am very body conscious! And I bought a bikini whilst shopping today.
I tried it on, looked in the mirror. And I stared long and hard for about 5 minutes. It felt as thought I was in some kind of trance. Then I just dropped to the floor in floods of tears! I do not know why on earth I did this. I started scratching frantically into my arms and legs with my fingernails. I have never in my life self harmed. I dropped to the floor because I didn't like what I saw looking back at me. I mean I can accept that my body isn't perfect. And only I can change that with my new diet and exercise regime. But crying on the floor and scratching myself really makes me worry.
What should i do?
Please help Mylotters?
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3 responses
@SomeCowgirl (32191)
• United States
2 Aug 08
I am not sure exactly what happened to you but I do hope that you do not suffer any more of these emotional breakdowns. I , ofcourse , have no way of knowing what you look like but do trust me when I say that everyone is beautiful and that I assure you you are as well. I hope that your diet goes well for you. Good Luck in life, and have fun on your upcoming vacation! Have a wondefully lovely day as well as a wonderful and lovely evening!
@PRTINY (1)
• United States
1 Aug 08
you may of had a nervous breakdown or you could of also an anxiety attack,,it's similar 2 a nervouse break down,,but the scratching is not normal,,i think u should c a doctor about that n find out y it caused u 2 scratch up the way u did. if i were u i'd do it asap,cause u never know what it can b!
