My Mother in law is gone. I don't know how to help my poor husband!

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This is a followup to my discussion on being available to a spouse during the illness and death of a parent (http://www.mylot.com/w/discussions/1618575.aspx). My mother in law finally died after a long struggle, last Sunday morning at 10 AM. We had the wake on Tuesday and the burial on Wednesday. It was all very beautiful. My 61 year old husband is feeling really awful. He is an only child and his father died about 10 years ago. So now he feels "orphaned", which I suppose is quite normal. I feel so helpless, unable to do anything. He says I am being a good wife. The whole thing has just exhausted me (I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome so I tire easily and extremely). My husband is ashamed to cry and I feel so awful for him. He feels that he embarrassed himself and me at the funeral because he broke down and sobbed just before they closed the casket. He wouldn't even let me hug him at the time and he just ran out of the church. No one we have talked to feels he was out of line, of course but he is just embarrassed. My mother talked to him and told him it is a proud thing to be able to cry over a death in public and that everyone knows how close he was to his mom, and that he should hold his head high when he is out in public even if he is with people who saw him cry. So far we have met with a few and they all encourage him to express himself and tell him how much they love him. One of his guy friends said that seeing my hubby cry was the most beautiful testimony of his love for his mom that could have ever been. How do you feel about a man crying over the loss of his parents or other family members? Do you agree it is right and good? What can I say to him, and what can I do besides just holding him and telling him I love him?