pseudo-relationships

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i have been in a "relationship" with a guy for the past 7 months. we've been going out, making out, and everything... he frequently says he loves me and wants us to get married someday. he kept on saying that its me he sees in his future. but the clincher is, we're not even committed. he said that he's still fixing some things in his life, and when he's ready, he will tell me. it went on for 7 months. then, one day, he dropped the bomb. he's inlove with someone else. but, he said, he still loves me and now he's confused. and that he still sees me in his future. though its really difficult for me to end the "relationship", i did, eventually. it hurts me more everyday, since i see the guy and his "new love" everyday in the office. i have to grit my teeth and stand tall everytime i see them pass by. it really hurts to be letting go of someone you've really learned to love... i still love him.. sometimes i wish he'd come back to me..