Help I need some calming down please....

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Okay so here is the deal, I am freaking out about trying to get this one job, It was an old job I use to have and basically I would be able to work from home, so I am trying really hard to get this job back and I think I can get it if only they would just contact me for my second interview. My heart is just racing and pounding, I was hoping I would have gotten a call today but Now maybe I will get it tomorrow. I just hope they do not try to call me while I am at my other interview tomorrow. I am probably going to say no to this other job that I have in front of me. The only reason is that the base salary is really not enough, with no benefits for 6 months we can not afford that and I am not sure I will be able to keep up with the job. Secondly, It is really not going to give me the flexibility that I would like out of it and to still try to keep up with it I just do not have that amount of time. I already plan to tell them that although working 9 to 6 is fine, I can not be on everyday at 8 hours a day, I still have other things I have to take care of like my kids getting them to school and the like, I just would not be successful and I am not looking to set my self up for that kind of failure. I see the potential and it would be great, if it weren't for the situation we are in right now. Obviously I can not do just commission job which is why I am looking in the first place but I need more - and this is not something I would be able to do right now. Perhaps in the future but not now....I just can not do it. I did get a call for another position which is great, so I am looking forward to that, I have that interview tomorrow at 11AM....I am worried though because even though I am willing to give it my all, I would not have the option to work from home, I may not get the pay that I need, and I need the flexibility too. I think I can get the flexibility I need with my old job, if I am working at home, I can always be able to take my daughter to school and Pick her up from school, it only takes me a 1/2 hour to do it...so that is not too bad, anytime I need to do it I can do it...but since no offer just yet I can not start thinking about what it is I can do just yet. So anyway can we calm me down here I am so anxious it is almost 4pm and I know that most of the employees only work until 4:30 so I am pretty positive I am not going to get a call back today, for all I know she is not even in the office today I did leave a message with her just to try to get the ball rolling on it, but we will see.