My uneasy heart... sigh

My pleasure Selece! I hope it proves helpful and you get the peace of mind and heart that you are looking for and that you need!

Excellent piece of advice. I will do that. It's a good thing to sort things out. I actually do that sometimes as iot helps me organize my thoughts and actions. Thank you! You can read some of my comments so you could know the full details of what's going on. Thanks for the advice!

I just read what has you so twisted up and, to answer your question, yes. I think you did do the right thing. You are still pretty young. I know that 20 probably seems much older to you but, in the grand scheme of things, it really is still pretty young. So, right now, your responsibilities should take precedence to love. Not to say that you can't have both but, right now, you need to take control of your life before you can truly be free to love someone with everything you have without compromising your goals and responsibilities in life. There is plenty of time for love after you have established yourself as a mature adult! This is just my opinion. I am just going on what I did with my life. And, having seen people I am close to sacrifice their responsibilities to themselves for love and having it bite them in the butts in the end. So, get yourself where you need to be. The love can wait while you establish yourself.

Are you back to normal now? Or still pining for someone? Dont worry all of us go through this at some time or the other. Its just that you have come out in the open.

Well, not actually back to normal, still a bit uneasy but I feel quite a lot better. I'll stick with my decision, I won't be going for anyone now. Guess it's the best thing to do.

Hello my friend. I feel a bit better now. I think I did the right thing. You can read some of my comments so you could know the full details... Didn't have time to post a lot before. Thanks for dropping by! Thanks for being there!

Hi! (Just a little abuse of my newly obtained copy-paste feature, I'll paste this on some responses so you guys could read the story... Hope you don't mind.) I'm so sorry for the lack of details... I was just to busy and stressed so this was all that I could spill out. But I think I owe you guys my story... And I appreciate it that you took your time to give some advice and sympathy. So here.... The main thing is, I am at a loss because I previously courted someone... Tried to pursue someone I like. But I stopped a week after because of some reasons that I cannot take for granted. I can't say that I already love her or that I am in-love but I am really attracted to her. That's one reason, because I don't want to end up hurting myself or her. Two, I am a busy person, a guy with a lot of responsibilities that I don't have the luxury of time to give her what she deserves. Three, there is one more person, someone from the past that somehow still catches my attention, although I don't really do anything about it. I know it's best for me to stay single right now, but I'm just pretty lonely... That I think I need the company of someone. Not just the company of my friends, but someone to love me and understand me or even aid me with the things that I must do. It sounds selfish I guess, but definitely, if I find someone in due time, she will be well cherished. That's the catch, it's like a dilemna... to pursue someone or to stick with my current life. In the end, I took the best path... I was okay without someone, and I I'd be okay without someone. Hehe. For now, at least. So there... I hope I made sense. Hehe. Sorry this one's quite long. Again, thank you so much for being there for me.

Hmm so that's your dilemma. If I were stuck in a situation like that, I would give priority to the present situation. There must be a reason why you're going through that confusion - maybe it's not yet time. Just be positive that things will fall into place one day. Patience. But don't be too complacent also. Easier said than done eh.

Hi! (Just a little abuse of my newly obtained copy-paste feature, I'll paste this on some responses so you guys could read the story... Hope you don't mind.) I'm so sorry for the lack of details... I was just to busy and stressed so this was all that I could spill out. But I think I owe you guys my story... And I appreciate it that you took your time to give some advice and sympathy. So here.... The main thing is, I am at a loss because I previously courted someone... Tried to pursue someone I like. But I stopped a week after because of some reasons that I cannot take for granted. I can't say that I already love her or that I am in-love but I am really attracted to her. That's one reason, because I don't want to end up hurting myself or her. Two, I am a busy person, a guy with a lot of responsibilities that I don't have the luxury of time to give her what she deserves. Three, there is one more person, someone from the past that somehow still catches my attention, although I don't really do anything about it. I know it's best for me to stay single right now, but I'm just pretty lonely... That I think I need the company of someone. Not just the company of my friends, but someone to love me and understand me or even aid me with the things that I must do. It sounds selfish I guess, but definitely, if I find someone in due time, she will be well cherished. That's the catch, it's like a dilemna... to pursue someone or to stick with my current life. In the end, I took the best path... I was okay without someone, and I I'd be okay without someone. Hehe. For now, at least. So there... I hope I made sense. Hehe. Sorry this one's quite long. Again, thank you so much for being there for me. *I did the right thing, didn't I? Chose my responsibilities over love.

Hi! (Just a little abuse of my newly obtained copy-paste feature, I'll paste this on some responses so you guys could read the story... Hope you don't mind.) I'm so sorry for the lack of details... I was just to busy and stressed so this was all that I could spill out. But I think I owe you guys my story... And I appreciate it that you took your time to give some advice and sympathy. So here.... The main thing is, I am at a loss because I previously courted someone... Tried to pursue someone I like. But I stopped a week after because of some reasons that I cannot take for granted. I can't say that I already love her or that I am in-love but I am really attracted to her. That's one reason, because I don't want to end up hurting myself or her. Two, I am a busy person, a guy with a lot of responsibilities that I don't have the luxury of time to give her what she deserves. Three, there is one more person, someone from the past that somehow still catches my attention, although I don't really do anything about it. I know it's best for me to stay single right now, but I'm just pretty lonely... That I think I need the company of someone. Not just the company of my friends, but someone to love me and understand me or even aid me with the things that I must do. It sounds selfish I guess, but definitely, if I find someone in due time, she will be well cherished. That's the catch, it's like a dilemna... to pursue someone or to stick with my current life. In the end, I took the best path... I was okay without someone, and I I'd be okay without someone. Hehe. For now, at least. So there... I hope I made sense. Hehe. Sorry this one's quite long. Again, thank you so much for being there for me.

its okay... don't worry you can vent all out on me. I can be your shock absorber my dear friend. How are you by the way? Hope you are doing fine now

Hello! It's a bit complicated haha. You can raed some of my comments to know the details. Thanks for dropping by! I'm feeling a bit better now.

Thank you for dropping by and for your good wishes. I actually feel a bit better now.

Hello mommyboo! Thanks for dropping by and for reading the posts. Yes you are right, it had something to do with a girl. Well, I tried to balance everything, but after a week I pretty much figured out that I couldn't. I'll be in too much stress, so in the end everything wouldn't look so good. It's better to concentrate on the things that I prioritize than to give my attention to everything. It's better to sacrifice one thing so I could fully work on other things. I figured out, I'd stick to my decision... I'll stay single for now. 'Til I graduate or after a year or two after graduation. Won't be so long, I've been single for the past 2 years. Hehe. Thanks for being there, mommyboo!

Things are just way beyond my control now. Oh well, can't do anything about it so I just have to live with it. Thanks for dropping by and for the advice.

hope things improve for you real soon.

I am glad and happy that you are feeling better now and also on your decision that you have madeAt your age I can understand you feeling this way, so many things you would want to do and wouldn't want to miss or feel left out. It is great to feel that way which shows that you are a person with ambition and want to live your life to the fullest. And yet no one can have it all and be so multitask, I wish I could be like that too. So as you have made your decision, stick by it then and move on, you will have more opportunity and a bright future ahead of you. I would say that you are very matured for your age to have come up with such a decision. By then later on in your life,I believe you could choose any girl you want and live your life the way you want it to be. To sacrifice and prioritize are two good things to have in order to be successful in life. And to be happy, content with the rest of it, is actually in your hands after that. I wish you all the best as always hereafter. Cheers and have a good day.

Thanks again! Hehe! There's still so much more to come. Things will turn out for the better I hope.

Thank you so much,my dear friend sierra. I'm glad you're around. You can read the full details on my comments, I pasted it around the discussion. Hehe. I feel a bit better now.

The right decisions comes with the hardest things in life. It's sad... but as long as things turn out well, then it's worth it. Thanks for sharing and for dropping by.

Hello dear friend! Sorry I wasn't able to spill it out, I held back a little... and I was busy... but here.... It's a bit long... Thank you so much for the concern, glad to have friends like you here. ^^ Hi! (Just a little abuse of my newly obtained copy-paste feature, I'll paste this on some responses so you guys could read the story... Hope you don't mind.) I'm so sorry for the lack of details... I was just to busy and stressed so this was all that I could spill out. But I think I owe you guys my story... And I appreciate it that you took your time to give some advice and sympathy. So here.... The main thing is, I am at a loss because I previously courted someone... Tried to pursue someone I like. But I stopped a week after because of some reasons that I cannot take for granted. I can't say that I already love her or that I am in-love but I am really attracted to her. That's one reason, because I don't want to end up hurting myself or her. Two, I am a busy person, a guy with a lot of responsibilities that I don't have the luxury of time to give her what she deserves. Three, there is one more person, someone from the past that somehow still catches my attention, although I don't really do anything about it. I know it's best for me to stay single right now, but I'm just pretty lonely... That I think I need the company of someone. Not just the company of my friends, but someone to love me and understand me or even aid me with the things that I must do. It sounds selfish I guess, but definitely, if I find someone in due time, she will be well cherished. That's the catch, it's like a dilemma... to pursue someone or to stick with my current life. In the end, I took the best path... I was okay without someone, and I I'd be okay without someone. Hehe. For now, at least. So there... I hope I made sense. Hehe. Sorry this one's quite long. Again, thank you so much for being there for me.

Thank you so much! And I like the picture, that somehow it reminded me that something beautiful awaits. Hehe. That we should find the strength even in tough times. In strength there is beauty. And it makes us better individuals. Thank you so much!

Hello Teena! Of all the people out here, you're the one who really understands me because you know me personally... In fact you even know the person I'm taking about right? For the past five years you've seen how crappy this life has been (not just based on love. LoL). I'm glad you see me that way. I guess someday I'll find the answer to that question, cause' it's been ringing in my head for quite some time now. Hehe. Thanks for being there, I definitely felt better after reading your response. We could talk when we have time. See you around! Oh btw, just read my comments for you to know the full details. Hehe. Thank you!!!! enjoying your stay here? A lot of nice people here. I can introduce you to my friends if you want. Take care!

Thanks ged and you know I've always got your back lolz...

Besides you know I'm always here for you, and no matter what you may think... I give my all my friends my equal and honest opinion... you're like the brother I always wanted but never had... hehe cheer up ok... text me if and when you need anything that I could help you with... i know that being a guy it sometimes is hard to open up to a girl... but i'm always here for you...

Yeah, you're right, so I'm sticking to my decision. I'll get rid of it someday hehe, when I'm not too consumed with other things. Thank you!