Freedom

yes,i find that i like this eagle ,and i also trap in a situation because of my decisions.i want to became my dream again.but first ,i must go for my dream to somewhere but not in this place.becasue i am a failer in this place where i was boin.i hate this place ,it bring me lots of sad and angry and helpless,i don't insist it again.but first of all i must learn english,and control it.because i want to use it and proof that i can control it by meself,i don't want to wast lots of time to learn it,because i have no time to prepare for it.and i must study a lot use my computer that can connect the internet,if i go to somewhere i will not have enough time to study that i want,so i must need this period to control more language for using in somewhere else,and i know i counldn't have this good time again if i leave this place.and in this place though i am not very happy but i can have enough time to do the things that i like.and i can manage all of my time when i at the work,because in my work there is not many things to do,so i can do the things that i like to do.and especially i have a computer in my desk so that i can use it.and it can connect the internet,so i don't go to outside to spend my money go into the internet,i am very excited by using the internet,it bring me a lot of interesting things that let me exited,i don't want to loose this life,but i must go for another life to realize my dream. i love china.

Hi there adcab81 I can really relate to your eagle as I lived in a loveless and abusive relationship that was very controlled. Two years ago I made the break for mine and my childrens freedom and we have not looked back since. We are free to do as we please without having to worry about the consequences and we we are soaring high on happiness and love!