LOVE Your LOSS

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It all started during college, i saw this girl, let's just say her name is "L' for privacy reasons, and eventually got to know her because sometime during the semester my close friend intrudeced "L" to me. We started as friends and became lovers in the long run. She loved me so much that i began loving it. I'm really not sure at that time whether i really love "L" but i know deep in my heart cupid favors her. We became lovers for almost 1 and a half years and then suddenly we broke off because of some misunderstanding because i'm not really sure about my feelings for her, but i know i love her, i just don't know how to handle it. And there came a girl named "S" to whom i flirted and somehow thought that i was really inlove because "S" was really beautiful and all that. "L" and i were starting our relationship as friends when "S" came in the picture. The biggest of the biggest problem came when "S" got pregnant. Surely you know what happened next,"S" and i are now living together with our daughter. You think it is a happy ending,but no, i realized that i wasn't really inlove with "S", i realized that i was inlove with "L" and i failed because i was too afraid to show my love to "L" at that time. Now,i'm living my life just for the sake of my daughter. Everyday that passed i always remeber "L" and always blame myself for the love that i have lost.