A Universial Challenge

Right now, a lot of it is still to painful to share. I think that I may have shared a little in someone else's response. I am sure that I will be able to tell you guys everything when all of this is over. I have been moving all my life, so I am pretty use to that. I have been saying goodbye too, but that part seems to only get harder with practice, even though I know that everything will be alright.

I heard someone say that the only certain thing in life is change. I need to be the kind of person who embraces change with positive expectancy and not negative regret. I know that God has so many special things ahead for me, I can feel it in my spirit.

Reading your response just now, really lifted my spirit. I had forgot all about this post, until another friend responded to it.

Hi dear friend! That is very true my friend. Change is the only constant in life. No matter how much we try to hold to people or things, something will always come up and pave way for it to change somehow. And I do agree with you that there will be more beautiful moments, beautiful things and beautiful people that will surely come your way in your life journey my friend. Keep your spirit alive! Celebrate Life and Give thanks to God for He is Good All The Time! lovelots..faith210

I am glad that your friend had the opportunity to move closer to her mother during this dreadful time. But, I know how you feel about having to say goodbye to friends. It can be quite painful.

Rozie, you have such a good attitude about this, your a good lady, you will be fine. Like you have said before, You are God's Child and he won't let you down.

Awww I hadn't realised it was that bad living there Rozie and I do empathise with you. If there is anything I can do let me know ok? I'm here if you need me, I may not make sense at times or seem like I'm not around as much, but I am here - either an email or pm away ok? You'll be in my thoughts and definitely in my prayers HUGS my friend!

At first I was a little nervous, but I have been wanting to leave here for a long time. I would love to get my own place and I pray that God will make that possible. I am in a relaxed state as far as where I will be moving to. This is not up to me, but God. I will search and he will direct me to where he wants me to go. I have been very stressed out living here in the last few weeks. The administrator and I do not get along, because I am able to speak up for myself and my rights and everyone else basically goes along with the program. I was abused as a child and there was pretty much nothing I could do about it. The abuse is what caused my mental illness. Now that I am a grown-up, if I do not speak up for myself, I get angry at myself and become self abusive. So I really have no choice. Anyway, in order to get me out of here, he made some very vicious accusations against me. They were so bad that they messed up my sleep, my memory, my concentration, I mean it hit me at my core. I have fought with him for three years and I will continue to fight. I just won't be living here any more. As far as I can see, he and I will never get along and I am sick of trying to get along with him. I guess the bottom line is that I refused to be institutionalized. For me, that would cause self hate and I can not afford to habor those feelings against myself any more. I am not worried. In situations such as this, I have no choice, but to trust God and he has never failed me yet. I know that no matter what happens I will be fine. I am sure, God is not through with me yet.

I have a particular place in mind. But I will not be sure of it until next Wednesday.

I like your style, thank you.