So complicated my feelings now

Hi jingke, I understand exactly how you feel I was at the same situation a few years ago when I started with college, but As it turned out it became the best years of my life.. right now I'm kind of reluctant to leave it... at first I thought that leaving high school to go to college was unfair since I won't be able to have fun with my HS friends and it won't be the same... But sooner or later you'll find out (just like I did) that you'll make new friends who'll share the same likes as you and who'll be crazy with you and have fun with you... Yeah the classes are harder but hey it's gonna be a lot more fun since your parents will let you make decisions on your own, they'll even be a little less strict with you.. dont worry being apprehensive is all part of it but you'll see you'll enjoy it as well.. x)