how do you trust?

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i know that i have written a lot of discussions about my girlfriend and i do love her to death, but i really need some help on this one, in the back of my mind i hope that she wouldnt cheat and she said that she wouldn't that she loves me, but there has been times before that she has lied to me about other guys, and there has been some reall shaky stories, like one night she went out and "her phone died" all night long, and i tried to believe that i really did, and then another night she was out until like 1 or 2 am and she didn't answer her hone all night long, and when she finally did she just said that she was trying on bathing suits in wal mart, and she just turned her ringer off because when she took a picture with her phone it made a noise, and its just things like that and the fact that i have done caught her in two lies and shes got a history of lying to me, and to make it worse we are miles apart right now, and today she was suppose to be so sick and i called three or four times to check on her and she didnt answer her phone and when i got ahold of her she said she was sleeping and eating, and everytime before i have called her she answered the phone shes a light sleeper, and she said she wasn't on any meds at all, and then tonight she said she wasnt going anywhere else, and i tried calling her for the last hour like five or six times to make sure she was ok and she still hasn't answered...after her lying to me about other guys, how am i suppose to trust her...please help...thanks for taking the time out of your day to read and hopefully answer my discussion, i really appreciate it, and i hope that you all had a great day and i hope that you have a great night from here forward, thanks!