i love her, but she loves him... =c

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i'm now a college student.. yeah., a freshie college student.. just before the starting of classes(that's summer), i was already planning for what to do in college ( ya know..college is different from high school, so i need to change my habits too) ... my plans..were..: 1. be quiet in school, just concentrate with studies 2. refrain from doing childish things, act mature 3. study hard!! 4. aviod BI's...(bad influence people) 5. nEver faLL inLOVE for my first two weeks in college.. i met my goals except for no. 1 ... yes., i'm a little industrious over many things.. i think i can manage myself for this time., but, as days go by.. i find myself lost in confusion.. i was easily influence by my blockmates to play dOta.. and i get addicted to it..=( and then.. my grades went down.. at first..my grades were flying high..but.. the more days of passing by.. i became more and more lazy.. and.. this is it., for the first two weeks.. there is this girl.. well..she's chubby..and i can say she's cute too.. but.. i don't really like her... because her haircut is like for the boys. (she looks like joey in the hana kimi taiwan version..with wu chun..) but.. in the classroom.. i caught her looking at me many times.. i always notice her.. and sometimes, i just laugh because whenever i look at my right,. i always caught her looking at me.. and then.. just for a few months..(actully 2 months only)., i feel that i'm already attracted to her.. yeah., but the situation went upside down., i think she likes another boy.. =( but., i can't tell her.,that i like her.., i just can't.., even thought.. it's becoming so obvious in our class.. aww.. what should i do? right now, i'm not talking to her.. actually, we've never talked to each other.. just in text messaging.. but in person.. never.,naah aahh.. should i keep snobbing her until she figures out that something is not right? i really like her.. i really do.. i like her cheeks.. she is so damn cute!! but, i'm more intelligent than her.. so.. maybe.., i should just beat into a pulp the other boy she likes.. well.. in the academics of course.. but., what should i do other than that? anything else?? please help me.. thanks!!!