Ever feel like you "Just can't anymore"?.. Am I alone?

@nanciem (1105)
United States
August 29, 2008 10:45pm CST
Sometimes I just get tired of the same crap over and over. I am tired of paying bills, and never reaching a goal; I get tired of people bullcrapping me, I get tired of being judged. I just get tired, I get tired of people judging others.. who the heck are they to judge, I get tired of everything lately, I get tired of thinking, eating, and just being. I am just "tired" This world would be so much easier if, we knew why we get so tired. This is a vent, please vent here so I know I am not alone!
4 responses
• United States
30 Aug 08
Oh, I'm most def. with you. I could write a short book on all the times I am tired of. I'm tired of feeling depressed. I'm tired of all the negative thoughts I think of every single minute. I'm tired of my social phobia. I'm tired of caring way too much about what others think of me. I'm tired of caring too much about people who don't seem to care at all about me. I'm tired of always looking for approval. I'm tired of feeling like a disappoint to my family/self. I'm tired of the way my life is going right now. I'm tired of feeling like a failure. I'm tired of not trying hard to change all of this. I'm simply tired of being tired. I could go on and on. I'm just so.. tired of everything the way it is at the moment. But, no matter how tired I get, I don't change any of this. I have finally realized I can't change it on my own - I just don't know who to turn to for help, though. Yes, I have my family, but, I think I've let so much build up and now, it's just to overbearing. I don't want to put that on my family. I didn't think I'd typed all this out Dx
• United States
30 Aug 08
All the THINGS* I'm tired of. It's weird, I was thinking what time it is.. and I typed out time instead of thing, lol
@nanciem (1105)
• United States
31 Aug 08
Ya know? This is exactly what we need, we ned to get it off our chest! I cannot be anyone's hero anymore, not even my own. I am right there with you, I am just tired as you are, but ya know what? Reaching out does actually help, and I am sure your first thought would be "yeah right", but lemme tell you it helps, just vent, scream, cry, and then do it all again. We are human, we are not perfect, those that are, to me, are most likely not! So scream, cry and yes, feel bad, we deserve this. Not one person could tell me and I would believe that this Holly Hobbie Bullcrap makes them happy; yet we all want that!
@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
31 Aug 08
your sure not alone i get tired of being alone and yet i was tired of living with 2 teens in the house, so now im just alone. i even get tired of being tired, sick and tired of being sick and tired as mom used to say.
@nanciem (1105)
• United States
31 Aug 08
I know exactly what you mean. You want your space, but you don't, you want your peace and quiet, yet you want noise. I think there is SOO much within each person, that we , as a society do not take the time to care, this sucks. We are too quick to judge, and place blame. The world is not so perfect; and for a short amount of time, I believe everyone thinks it is, then we get slapped by reality!; We should start slapping back, but we are too tired :) This so sucks! I so wish I had answers, but as of yet, I do not! :(
• United States
30 Aug 08
You aren't alone. I know how you feel. Sometimes I just get so tired of doing the same things over and over again. I hate how it's always the same stuff regardless of your situation and what you do. I just hate how things just NEVER change. However the funny thing about that is I'm not a fan of change. It's really a strange sort of catch-22.
@nanciem (1105)
• United States
31 Aug 08
I hear ya on the catch 22, I believe we can make changes, but do I believe it happens? No, I do not. They say what goes around comes around.. well Hello, that has passed me by 2 times already. When is it our turn?
@ladym33 (10979)
• United States
30 Aug 08
I am with you. It seems like when ever I get to take 1 step forward, something happens that makes me have to take 2 steps back. It is rediculas, it seems like it is just not possible to get ahead.
@nanciem (1105)
• United States
30 Aug 08
Hi Ladym Man it stinks! I hate going through this each day, I don't know about you, but I even feel like I have to keep it "hush, hush" that I am tired! The End, there is nothing wrong with that. There has to be something, there has to be! I am tired of alot of things, it just does not seem right! I have been there, one step forward, 2 steps back WTF? I believe this happens beyond our control, but, c'mon can I drive for a bit? Thanks so much for the response, it is greatly appreciated! Nancie