What the hell?
By BrokenAngel
@BrokenAngel (11)
September 12, 2008 9:14pm CST
I don't get...I never will...where does the lying and the deceit come from?
Now that I know what I'm without...why do you still lie? What are you protecting? I've figured it all out.
You...not me... are the reason I attend counseling alone...I have asked many times to please come with me. Yet you won't, Why?
Please tell me...anyone....why is she more important than I?
This is why I take the little white pill. Why the anxiety attack came. Do you love me as you do her? The Vegas email where it was a dream to go to Vegas....I guess I got in the way. I know you love her...but what about me?
I am fully...defeated.
2 responses
@Ldyjarhead (10233)
• United States
13 Sep 08
Hey pal, do you have someone you can call? Sounds like you have something you need to get out.
I'm not sure myLot is the right venue for this sort of thing.
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@BrokenAngel (11)
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13 Sep 08
guess I should have stayed quiet after all...joining the ranks of those who think. Yet keep it quiet.
@besthope44 (12123)
• India
9 Oct 10
Most time, its my work..with ontime deliveries and work loads. I try to divert mind on music and i feel better. We need to manage depression, as it is part of life in busy world.
But if we concentrate, we can manage it. I does it through my yoga, listening music and going out on vacation.
