children or no chidren

I am a mother of three, and I get tired very much.. I have so much to do with the three that I have. I can't say that I regret having my kids. But, sometimes, I wished that I could have had none.. My schedule is so busy with them. I love my kids, but another part of me wished that I did not have any. But, I can't say that now because I have them and I have to take care of them.. There is no turning back for me. I have no choice but to be a mother to them. But, yet I become very frustrated because there is so much for me to do. I have my own things, then my kids things as well in my agenda. Right now, I appreciate the blessing that God has given me, because there are some women whom can't have any kids.. It is very sad to hear this. That is why I will always treasure my babies.. But, as a mother, I get tired and worn out. Sometimes, I feel as if I can't get nothing that I need to get done.. Time seems to move very fast for me..