Do you feel??

Well unfortantly I have a trust issue. So I find it even harder to trust my parents. But me and my mom are kinda getting to the "Best Friendship" bonding type thing now. But It's kinda easier to talk to her now.

Sometimes I feel as if I need my mom with me at sometimes but it's like if I talk to her about it she may not understand it because growing up these days are different then growin up when she was. ButI don't know. something just seem different from then.

well unfortantly i kinda am on my own. Not because my mom isn't there. Which she IS. and so is my dad. but me and him aren't really close. but it's because I feel as if I need to handel things on my own. And hide my feelings instead of talkin about my problems keep them hidden because I believe it makes me feel stronger that way. And this way I'm not like everyone else where they have these break downs and start cryin or nothing like that I just stay positive. But sometimes I feel as if I talk to my mom about things it's gonna have a negative reaction adn freak out or something hmm but Iunno. She isnt really stict. And I think she realises that theres certain things that no matter what she says or does im gonna do them anyways rather I do them now or when I'm older it's still gonna be done so I think she's kinda startin to relax I just feel it's more easier to tell her in bulletines or post or notes then in person or voice.