What type of relationships you are in and value of it ?

Right now, I am still hanging by a thread in a relationship I am trying to start with another guy. Im my past blogs, I was really struggling a lot just to please him and for him to allow me to call him my boyfriend. Though the courtship is just a month, it has been an intense one. I just hope that sooner or later, I'd be able to just walk around with him wearing a proud smile on my face and a look that would show the world, "I may not be the most good-looking guy on earth but hey! I have the best guy for my boyfriend! :)" Good thing is, these past few days, I am already seeing some fruits of my labor of love for him and I really hope that LOVE IS ON THE WAY for me finally... :) Nice topic you have...I reall can SUPPER DOOPER relate to it! :)