my friend died...help

Well I guess you have to be stronger now that these troubles are bugging your life. Think why is this happening to you? Well if you cannot think of anything just look at it this way life maybe harsh for you right now but if you can live through this storm you will most likely grow out to be a much stronger person that can storm another test/troubles that may come in your life. That maybe is the purpose of all these things happening to your life. Be strong in these times and learn from it and I guess you will never feel you've fallen at all. Don't ever give up on life as it will continue to test you. Continue on being yourself your true self and never be distracted with the ones you have right now. The only things that can help you out of this dilemma is you alone and not others. We can only guide.

I can do my best to help out. From what little you've said, your life does seem pretty... hectic, I'll say. But if you can at all manage, hold together somehow. The standard things apply... don't do anything stupid... and well, let me and the others here help out any way possible! I'll do my best to check comments here, but if you wish message me! But if you can find someone in person that you can lean on (figuratively and perhaps literally) it would be nice. I'm glad to help you out though.