Don't belive in love and promised you'll never love again?

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I had something like that when my ex left me on our prom (just after party's over, I spent a night on stair near some coffee shop, it was in January so snow and cold in ball dress only). I was very sad, crying all nights and days - we had same school so everythign reminded me of him. I was calling him, trying to visit, catch online, talk to his friends, giving presents... After month I gave up. We'vwe been together for 3 years. 2 months later I met a guy on the net. After a week or talking, and having an opportunity since I was finishing school at 10-11 am (my class was on trip for a week) we met. After two weeks - where I was hoping we'll became friends - he kissed me. It was so quick o.O Of course, words like I'm special, never met anyone like that etc. I don't have "female" friends, meet only guys, so I wasn't expecting anything like that, there was no sign of it before. Few weeks later I decided to give it a chance. Now for a long iem he's my best friend, we share similar interests, he's always for me and lovely. I'm not sure, still, if it will have some happy ending or again after several years we'll broke leaving to many scratches to heal. I promised myself I won't be with anyone until I finish studies (so around 27-8 year old me could only date). It turned out in other way. Anyone had similar thing? Promised to not love and then loved? It could be trusted?