I'm in Love with the gril I Left...
@DarkdemonMilo1 (5)
United States
September 25, 2008 11:32pm CST
i was going out with my girlfriend for about one year, then i broke up with her because in comperison with our life styles, well i guess u can say that she has everything she wants and i, well don't have much. so after i broke up with her, a year later i talked to her cuz i missed her for one whole year. i could never stop thinking about her. my pride got in the way of my relationship and thats why i broke up with her. after that one year of beaing with out her, i managed to get back with her. so we lasted for 2 years and i kept my pride out of the way. but as time goes one, one sees more so their life, and other's life. i would want her to be supporting me, she wasn't but everything that she did for me made me feel like she and her parents looked down on me. so after 2 long happy years with her, i finaly snaped and broke up one more time. i hate the fact that i cant give here anything, i want to give her so much but all i can give here is emotions. i know thats what matters the most but when u praticly live with her, it seems like not much. i know she still has feelings for mand i know i still do... alot, because i'm always thinking about her, and its been about 3 mounths since we've stoped talking. to me, i think that she disserves someone that will give her everyting she wants and that will make her live life to the fullest, not with a buget... and as much as i try i can't advance to get better for her and as a guy i hate not being able to support her on my own!... basiclly im in a loss to witch action i should take. With her, and with myself. im working but i don't win much, and most of it seems to go on bills. i don't think she'll want to get back for a second time.
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4 responses
@chabawel (329)
• Philippines
28 Sep 08
The problem in this situation is the way you see yourself.
You have belittle yourself from the beginning you entered into this relationship with your ex-gf. You saw what you can't give to her. You didn't see what you CAN actually give her. AND didn't fight your LOVE for her because you're busy looking down at yourself. And still doing so right now.
SUCK it up. You have to face the reality - WE ARE NOT PERFECT. The only way you can achieve perfection if you humble yourself and do something about IT. Not continue belittling yourself. That's why you see so many people being so depressed like yourself because you don't know your self worth.
@n30wing (4767)
• Philippines
27 Sep 08
I think you should have first really time and space. For you to think. Leaving someone for now doesn't mean that you don't love her. It's just that you need to think about yourself first and grow. I know the feeling of you want to give her the best, but it's only a temporary problems sometimes. Their is always a solution to everything. God wont give you a problem that you can't carry. It's just the time sometimes. Do you think that you just need time and space for a while? If she loves you she will understand you and accept who you are. If your self esteem is already affecting you and your ego as a man she could wait for the proper time or the right time. You still have a life to make first to prove to her that you can stand up with yourself first. If it's really meant for you, everything can wait! Have a nice day!
@TakeThisName (769)
• Canada
26 Sep 08
You care about her I can tell and she cares about you casue she took you back before. YOu need to tell her how you feel. She would not be with you casue of what you can give her. If she cared about stuff she could have found anybody she wanted. It is not the stuff that counts it is what is in the heart and not everybody can give that to just anybody. You are making yourself miserable for no reason. You have someone who cares for you not for yoru money. You are making money out to be better then love and caring and you have to let this go or you will never be happy. She wants to give you things casue she can not to look down on you but casue she cares for you and she does not expect you to do this to cause she is with you out of feelings from inside and not from anything more. Go to her and tell her all that you have said and she will make some of your fears go away if you will just let her. You don't want to be 50 or 60 still talking about the girl you let get away cause your pride was hurting. Good luck
@resurrection04 (271)
•
26 Sep 08
hmm..maybe you give a second try..don't try to let your pride got in the way..hmm..we're alot alike all i can give to my girlfriend frankly to say all but emotions..hmm..don't give up on her..i thinks you have to show her that you're the guy that fits to her..that's all..hmm..don't be bother thinking on how to support her or something..hmm..give another second try to each other..that's all i can say..
