Why is life so difficult?

I think you still have not figured out what you really want to do in your life. You want to work but you quit your job. You are looking for work yet you are disappointed to the offer made by those companies. Then if ever you'll get a job, it's not for long term. Then, what you want to do then? Retire early in life? Then better start earning money as early as you can so you can definitely retire early.

Hello. Based on my experience, life has phases like these. I used to be working on a project-based mode, but it did not stop me since though my stints were mostly project-based, I knew then the experiences will enhance my skills and will expand my network. Just keep you cool, and continue learning and adding skills to your self. In a way, you might bump into someone and will lead you to a permanent work.

I have been in this situation before,,, I tell You what I did? I simply accepted what was offered to me and kept working harder until I got what I really wanted after full six years,,, If You see my profile here at myLot, You will notice that I wanted to be a tour-guide,,, And I became after a long journey of 6 years during which I accepted 1/5 from the salary I used to get,,, I have lost a lot of people, friends and relatives but not myself,,, I know Chinese people are patient and hard worker and I know you will do it,,, Best Regards Regards from, A Friend

life is always like that! it was never easy and as time passes by it will get even more difficult but we will have to look for the opportunities and then to grab and utilize these. good luck to you