doing everything for the person you love...and waiting for the sweetest answer i

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I have a story that I believe is just like any other love stories in the world. The only difference is that this love story involves two hearts of the same gender and that one heart is not ready to love yet again and the other is willing to make the best out of life for the person he loves. On the 22nd day of August of this year, just five days after my birthday, I met this incredible guy through a cable TV texting network, a place where common people would consider to be an unfit place to look for true love. We shared a night together and saw each other for a couple of days more. I thought he was just like any other guy that I met before. I used to believe that a relationship need not time for realizations for as long as you love (or at least like being with) each other. I tried to make him believe about what I am falling for him(which, at that time is really becoming true) through my own way. He told me several times in those three days that we have been together that he is not ready to love yet again due to a tragic relationship he had the lst time. I became very hard on him after I have heard of those rejections, i prod him with all the SMS on his phone which pissed him off so much(I'm that desperate to really get him). By that time, he already didn't want to have any connections with me so I did everything to try to win back what we have started(though I know it was just a friendship that will vaguely turn into something deeper like love). I made connections with his brother and tried to discipline myself on communicating with him properly, in all fairness. The days went on and everything started to go right. I learned a lot of things about him that made him think I would begone startling once I knew of them. i remember him even telling me, "See? I told you, I'm not that easy to love." Everyday that God made, I think of him. Every second of those minutes I spent for him. As the days went by, I fell so much deeper in love with him than the day before. I tried to be close to his family which was successful as planned. I wanted to love his family as he loved them. I tried to like the things that he liked and eventually, I've found out that whet he enjoyed were the things that I did enjoy back in college. Only, I lost myself when I got involved with my last relationship. In those days, I realized what I lost and what could have remained in my life if I didn't let the hurtful things happen to me...I LOST ME. Now this guy, whom I didn't know for real and just suddenly popped up out of nowhere in the darkest of my days, paved the way for me to get back to myself and made me realize those things that really make me happy and not just short and sweet happiness but the kind of happiness accompanied by a glory of self fulfillment and reassurance that everything will be all right. I am very thankful to the BIG BOSS for letting me find my way to him and I would exchange any good memory and experience that I may have or have had in the world to be able to have this fulfillment stay forever. Now more than a month since we knew each other, though his status of not being sure to love again is still pertinent(i think), I can see improvements in everything around the two of us. There has been a big difference in only a month. Now, I am more determined to continue what I have started doing for him and for myself. I always thought... other people's opinion of you doesn't have to be your reality. Those who follow the crowd usually get lost in it...that I should do whatever makes me happy and complete. And this is it..Mikee, as I want to call him...has just completed that puzzle I have been struggling to put together all my life. I am willing to wait for your love to come down to me and shower me afresh again...And I know that if I am faithful to this task, I shall get the reward that I deserved... and I know...surely...I will...