I let love go!
By iceblizzard
@iceblizzard (749)
Philippines
September 29, 2008 8:25am CST
I've let the one I love go! Yes its sad. I finally realize that sometimes in our lives, we have to forcibly made a decision to say goodbye to the person we love and care about the most, for there are reasons we are powerless to explain. I've tried to make things right just like the way it was before but no matter how I tried to save the old good times and salvage the feelings we have left, all ends just refuse to meet. Now, I've realize that the only right thing to do is break away and let go to show my beloved just how much pain I'm willing to take to make her so damn happy. Now I will hide inside my shell again, I will now move on, though I still miss her.
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@iceblizzard (749)
• Philippines
29 Sep 08
I hope time fly so fast. I have to admit she's always in my mind. When I do, it seems that time stops for a while. I would be lying if I say she didn't cross my mind. Not twice, nor hundred of times but just once, she haven't left when I do. She's been running in my mind. I want to forget her, and it seems quite impossible to do. What a foolish and stupid heart I have.
@iceblizzard (749)
• Philippines
29 Sep 08
Guess what? I dreamed about her last night. She's always the thought of my mind and in my heart no matter what state I am. I can't escape the thought of her. Even in my dreams she's there.
She's always the thought of my mind and in my heart no matter what state I am. I can't escape the thought of her. Even in my dreams she's there.
@Linda4ualways (2282)
• United States
29 Sep 08
I take my hat off to you iceblizzzard because what you did was hard but necessary. Not all people can do what you did. I feel the same way you do, meaning that if I feel it is necessary to break things off regardless of my feelings, then I would do so. Really now, what is the sense in staying in something that isn't going anywhere right? Take care and God Bless!
@iceblizzard (749)
• Philippines
29 Sep 08
I don't know how to mend this broken heart. I will just accept that somethings are not meant to be. I will kept believing that God takes away when He has someone better to give. I guess that's the way it is, we have to be broken so we can be whole again.
@angel_of_charm (4133)
• Philippines
29 Sep 08
you almost made me cry... had been in this situation lately where in am about to let go of my love one because like you say no matter how much i try all ends wont meet...but i couldn't but somehow he decided to let go him self...likewise for the reason..he said he needs to let go because we weren't growing together but were growing apart....the fights never ended and the assuming never fade only to find out we were already been swallowed with the negative assuming we had...we love each other, we miss each other too bad...but we never seem to work it out...its seems so difficult for us to be together...its just now that i experience a love like this...loving each other so much of too much to the point that were hurting each other because of the fights...
... had been in this situation lately where in am about to let go of my love one because like you say no matter how much i try all ends wont meet...but i couldn't but somehow he decided to let go him self...likewise for the reason..he said he needs to let go because we weren't growing together but were growing apart....the fights never ended and the assuming never fade only to find out we were already been swallowed with the negative assuming we had...we love each other, we miss each other too bad...but we never seem to work it out...its seems so difficult for us to be together...its just now that i experience a love like this...loving each other so much of too much to the point that were hurting each other because of the fights...@iceblizzard (749)
• Philippines
29 Sep 08
We have been very happy together. I could say there isn't any couple like us. So passionate when it comes to loving each other. But now, I couldn't find any reason to fit how much I terribly miss her. I miss the way we hold hands together. I am what I am when I'm with her. It's like a feeling that a river meets its way to the sea, I know how the river feels. I am in pain, and I'm trying really hard to fight it up, sometimes I think of enduring all this but I just can't until it hurts no more. But no matter how I tried, it cuts deeper and deeper each day. When you say I have a broken heart, I still its more that just broken. It aches every now and then.
@mizzJhaded (244)
• Philippines
29 Sep 08
I really do understand the way you feel...I've experienced this kind of agony in life...(sighs)...anyways...you can do it...someday, somewhere in your life you will be able to smile again...and be happy with someone else..believe me...
@iceblizzard (749)
• Philippines
29 Sep 08
Yeah, I just have to keep on believing. Someday I'll get over her. Someday I'll be feeling no more pain, but right now I will just cry till it hurts no more someday. I still live in the shadow of my past and I just can't get away with it so easily. The thoughts of her keep taunting me. When the night comes, I can't think of anyone but her. Every now and then the wounds in my heart open up and I feel it gotten deeper every time.
@marshiemallows (1010)
• Philippines
29 Sep 08
i'm sorry. that's really sad. don't worry because no matter how far the two of you will become, if you're meant to be, you will always be back together.=D
@iceblizzard (749)
• Philippines
29 Sep 08
I would rejoice if that would come true. My life is a little bit nicer way back then, its because I've shared it with her. Now, I'm like a broken mirror. I just let the pieces of me scattered everywhere than to hurt myself picking up the broken pieces. I don't know where it hurts. Is it because I let her go or its just that I miss her so.
@WildWetJoyce (215)
• Philippines
29 Sep 08
Oh! This is just sad. I can feel the deep pain in your words. I hope you'll get over this, maybe not soon but at least you will try. I just hate sad endings you know. But of course you're right, no matter how much we love a person, if it's time to let go, we should. We can never force something that isn't meant to be. I hope you'll move on, I hope someone will be able to help you move on...
@iceblizzard (749)
• Philippines
29 Sep 08
Yeah, I've started to move on. I let love go because I've noticed love lost its beauty when not being freed. Now, its time to begin another chapter of my life, guess its time to open a new book to write on. I'm getting ready to face the new challenges in my life, life goes on, the music of my life still continues.
