oh life..
By angelie1281
@angelie1281 (30)
October 7, 2008 10:16am CST
im 27 still lives with my mom not yet married but i have a boyfriend for 4yrs now... Now at this point of my life i am feeling so bored... I have no work i help my mom handle our business but business now is not so good if we dont harvest i have no pay... and right now we dont have any harvest i am not earning my own money... i hate myself... i hate whats happening right now.. im getting frustrated.. i want to work abroad but my boyfriend ask me to wait for him he wants us to apply together but he still has something to settle before he can apply i told him to settle it as soon as posible coz i feel like im waisting my time here. i dont have my own life... and it sucks. i dont know why i let others control my life.. sometimes i think i just wanna die i hate what happening to me right now coz nothing is happenning... this is not good i should make a move but i always think of others before doing the things i wanna do.. what can i do...
4 responses
@katkat (2378)
• Philippines
20 Oct 08
Do what you want to do. It’s your life and no there’s. If you really want to work abroad then don’t allow your boyfriend to stop you. He can always follow you if he really wants to. Were not getting younger, it is good to establish your own life when you’re still young. It’s not always good to think of others. Sometimes you have to take a break and think about your future. You have to stand for what you want in life. Family business is good but working and earning on your own is much better.
@sandymay16 (1617)
• Philippines
7 Oct 08
Life is what you make it so the saying goes.
Helping with your mom's business and getting paid by her is your work though the downside is the business is not stable.
For once do what you really want in your life, you can really do it. Stop thinking of others for now though not absolutely like you will forget them, even your boyfriend is controlling you.
Make a move and think positive that others will be okay even if you're not around.
@SukiSmiles (1991)
• United States
7 Oct 08
I hope this doesn't sound too harsh, but if you feel you need to go, go. It does not sound like you are helping your family since there is no harvest. If your boy friend is continually holding you back, maybe you need to think why. Why doesn't he want you to go? He can always join you after he settles his affairs.
