I was once a third party!

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I was once a third party. Yes, I was. I was happy by that time. And when i started being righteous, that's when I decided to do the right thing which is to give way to the legal girlfriend, that's also the time when i started being lonely. I guess being a third party means craziness for others. you might tell me that a whole lot may be deserving of my love and I should find them instead of being with someone who was already taken. But I guess that's love. Love comes in the most unexpected times. And in my case, I was struck so deeply in love...Unfortunately, it was with someone who has another. But i still love him. I don't know until when I would get over this feeling. What i want is to continue loving him. And I also want to be loved,only by him. Right now, though my mind tells me to just forget this guy, my heart can't. Though I thought of a saying 'mind over matter' and 'mind over heart', I still can't forget him. We still have communications. This is the hardest of all times. Coz when we talked, it's hard to pretend that I can be a friend when deep inside me I'm longing for him. I don't know. What will I do now? I wanna do everything for him but I don't wanna look so desperately stalking him. But that's my nature. When I'm in love, I am getting crazy. I was once a third party...And if given a chance, I would want to still be one... Crazy, right???!