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Sad Current mood: sad ok well everyone that im close with knows my grandfather was in bad shape.....well he passed this morning around 830am but i dreamed it at 3 am....i didnt get to go to say my goodbyes yesterday cuz with me bein off all med meds i had a sever breakdown so i ended up in the emergency room....yes im sad but at the same time hes better off cuz now i know hes with my mom(my grandmom)...so if im not on or anything thats why.....u knows whats so weird in dec it would been 6 yrs that my mom passsed so its right what they say when one goes its not long the other goes too..ok here it is 350am in the mornin i barely slept all night cuz of the blog i wrote before my grandpa died yesterday....so yes im upset cuz he helped raise me... my sis is having a ruff time to but the sad thing is she really didnt know him like i did but i can still feel the pain everyone in my family will have now...........i told my daughter bout it but she was busy playin yesterday so when we got ready for bed my daughter said "mommy is my great grandpa still in the hospital" so i had to tell her again that he was gone to a better place n someday we all will c him again she only got to meet him once that was last week when he was bad off the first time