dating?

I'm one of those people that looks doesn't really matter. I used to really like skinny nerds/geeks. Guys who are interested in computers, and science, etc. I still do, but now I think I'm more attracted to a bigger man, mostly because I'm not tiny, and I think I would be uncomfortable being the bigger person of the pair. I'm a musician, so if the guy respects music and what I do, that's great! I also like to play computer games, so that'd be great to have in common. I don't care how much money the guy has, as long as he's focused, has a job, and cares about where he's going in life. Also, I know this sounds cheesy, but I want someone who wants to know everything about me. I want to feel completely comfortable with someone. I haven't found that yet!

Beauty and personality. Idk if im just crazy or u can feel it sometimes too but have u ever looked at a girl (like very rare occasion) and just have this rare feeling. Like I mean ive seen gorgeous girls and not have that feeling, so its more than just looks. Ive had it happen twice in my life and im just about 14. Its weird.