How can you define life when you're depressed? being a loser?

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Life is precious, i can easily advice someone who is at their downfall, i can easily help them to move on, but when i encounter one, i don't know how will i handle the situation. I have the facts in front of me, i know how i can get over it,if i will. But the depression, the loneliness as if i cant do it. I don't feel like working ,i tried to sleep but i have to wake up every now and then. I feel like a loser. Sometimes I have to slap my face, to wake me up. Hey! Wake up. Your a counselor, you give advice. Now what's wrong with you? that's what i heard. Hey sister, What's your problem? I'm awaken by their visit, the usual son and daughter, work and family, church and school, my community. Do you know what course I take, i leave some and take one after the other. I remember to leave them all, I don't feel like complaining, i'm blaming myself cause my good is not enough to cover what it should be done.Its hard for me to recover, its a month now, i'm trying to understand life by listening to God's word, then be relieve for a while. You will not understand the feeling unless you have it. I'm trying to read some messages here in my lot ,but sometimes i dont the have speaking power to say I'm free, i'm loosened but not free.