Do you ever get soo Emotional you feel like the world is coliding around you?

I know exactly what you are talking about and how you feel. There have been times in my life where I just stop and ask, what am I even doing here on earth? What purpose am I serving, and would I really be that missed if I were gone? I often feel like I am wasting my life away. But I guess you just have to learn to deal with the life you have been given. We have all been put on earth for a purpose. Even though you may not see yourself as being a heroic person or have done great things, to someone, you have made a difference. You're placed on earth to make a difference. People are brought into your life for specific reasons. I've known people and have had friends come and go. It wasn't until after they are out of my life that I even realize why they were brought into my life. I realize they were there during a certain period in my life to get me through that point in time of my life. Does that make sense? I hope you can somewhat understand what I'm saying here.