did u ever think of committing a suicide?

NO. I think we adore sadness so much. It has become too romantic. We have forgotten how happy it is to believe in happiness. And although happiness-in-absolute cannot be attained, it urges us to place our perspective towards the future - what it holds for us.

actually, it crosses my mind whenever im depressed. but i know that it would never be a solution and it would only cause a lot of problems afterward. and since i've 2 kids, i dont want them to grow up without a mother. so whenever im depressed, i just think of my kids. :)

yes, i did abdulwahab. as a matter of fact, my colleague & i were just discussing about it over lunch. And he asked me? Really? When? So i told him, back when I was in primary 5! hahaha sounds funny right? What could a primary student knew about what life is all about! Anyway, just like how i explained it to my colleague, it was just a "thought" but i never really done something to that effect like taking pills, detergents and so on. Oh no, sorry, I think I tried holding my breath for 20 seconds and after that i felt very dizzy! hahaha! Well anyways, i believe that life is so beautiful no matter what the odds are. I am very thankful for having this breathe of life. True, there are really hardships, struggles and problems as we go through our life but i think once we're able to accept the fact that those are just part of life, we will be able to overcome them easily because our heads think straight. :0