Life
By Nadia818
@Nadia818 (77)
United States
October 24, 2008 4:56pm CST
This Isint really a decussion as much as it is a vent. My life is to a point I cant bare it anymore. I am the strongest person I know and I dont even have the strenght to go on. The only reason I live is for my girls. If their father took them I woyld never wake again. A result of ultimat heart break. He never see his kids except when he wants to. My car is totaled. There is no bus even close to where I live. I cant get state assistance because of the fact I'm still marrired cant get a devorce cause it costs too much. I was danceing for a while but the color of my skin its not worth the effort. Theres only two kinds of girls that make money here. I wish I never got married. The worst part is I have lots of potential. I'm smart and I'm beautiful. I could be a model in a heart beat its just getting started is literally impossiable. A shame all this potential is gone to waste.
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@dawnald (85146)
• Shingle Springs, California
24 Oct 08
You do need to be strong for your girls. Why don't you look into the possibility of a divorce without using a lawyer? I know here in California there are resources for that and it only ends up costing you the preparation of the forms and the filing fees (assuming he isn't going to be a pain and fight you on things - that makes it much harder of course). Then you could at least get the assistance. The bus, the car, that's harder. Do you live close enough to things that you can walk (I know it gets HOT there)? And are there any state resources to help you find a job, get an education, whatever you need to get started on something? I know it seems really hard when you are starting from the bottom, but try to take one little step at a time. Hang in there!
