are you jealous of others?..
By jingbautista
@jingbautista (2456)
Philippines
October 24, 2008 10:03pm CST
i have this kind of attitude. i wanted to be the first and the most. to have things and to have a lot. cellphone, laptop, and shoes, and more. but then, other's are possessing this things too. and i can't get rid of the fact that i would be jealous and envy of them. i want that i am above them. and i am really struggling really hard with this. i want to possess everything. and this time, i am jealous because my friend is having his own laptop.. and mine is already a year old.. huhu
3 responses
@maureengrace (41)
• Philippines
25 Oct 08
ow..so you are an insecure type of person...don't be jealous, instead, be yourself and be contented with what God have given you...don't try to be above others because the more you try, the more you belittle yourself...be happy...:)
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@jingbautista (2456)
• Philippines
25 Oct 08
yeah.. somewhat.. and i am really struggling with this so hard. i don't want this kind of attitude either.. i am submitting this to the Lord. this has caused me pain and a lot of downs... huhuthanks
@kmurti (100)
• Russian Federation
25 Oct 08
mmm i guess do feel insecure at times ..when it concerns my relationship cos i am not able to thnk or take another man wheres my man likes me only as a friend is still in search of what he terms as soulmate ..while i am sure it is me haha ha..i cnt thnk of life without him..for me he is everythng..
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@kmurti (100)
• Russian Federation
25 Oct 08
They say the Lord knows what you desrve and that you get..but then why does He dangle the carrot for us to resist temptation..i guess..but why does He not realise it pains??..why gve pain then heal..as well make it easy,by no pain state direct..rite??
strange are His ways..ONE HAS TO BE MUM..but it paiins..i knw it does..
@kmurti (100)
• Russian Federation
25 Oct 08
As you grow up you will come out of this ..make an attempt cos jealousy is like acid it eats you up from inside..somehow i was never jealous i was always happy with all i got probbly becos i almost got all that i wanted as as i always asked for simple things in life and am happy to see my friends doing well in life not J..
but yes..i am v v jjjj..if my man dates another woman..hehehe
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@jingbautista (2456)
• Philippines
25 Oct 08
hehe.. well, i am glad i am jealous materially. but i think, i am also jealous when that happens.. huhu.. hope that i wont.
@jingbautista (2456)
• Philippines
25 Oct 08
i do. i am looking for some jobs right now.. but as of the moment, i don't have any. and the mere fact that i am also supporting a brother, my money alwats goes to the food and his other stuffs. and i would just be looking at others who has this things.. huhu