did ya ever just relize u dont like how ur life is at the moment
By gurtinphilly
@gurtinphilly (16)
United States
October 29, 2008 11:09am CST
ive been thinking latly that i dont like how my life is going rite now i just know it could be so much better im unemployed and am just back in school for computers i know my life can get remarkalbly better if i just get off my butt and make it better finish school and get a career not a jobs that way ill be able to move out of my sisters house and in to my own well not completly my own because i do have good things in my life my 2 children son and dauther and i also have a beautiful girlfriend who i love more then life its self and her son me and him are real cool with each other thats easy hes one of the 3 coolest kids ive ever met and i love him to but see thats one of the problems i want to be doing so much more for the 4 of them because if there happy then im happy i just feel im not doing enough or maybe its just not happening quick enough i cant find a job after school which is really making things hard for me i want them to have a great christmas espeacially my girlfriend and her son i see them almost everyday and that means i know im gonna smile at some point in the day even if i just get to walk them home from school i min with them means 1 min of happieeness for me my 2 kids i dont get to see that much just when it is suitable for my ex wife shes a b itch she hasnt even answered the phone in over 3 weeks if i get things together it will be better for them i love u guys ill fix it all soon i promise
2 responses
@candela305 (31)
• United States
2 Nov 08
Hey listen....in 2000 I lost my dad and my grandparents...they were all i knew as my fam....I was born in Cuba and came here when I was 1. I dont have anyone else here. That was the hardest thing in life to accept that I was walking this earth on my own.
The fact that you have a beautiful gf and fantastic kids should be your motivator alone. Things get tuff sometimes and life did not come with an instructions manual on how to deal with difficult moments. Our economy suks and living expenses are at it's highest. I went to publix and got milk at 5 buks a gal. At that rate I might as well buy a cow, keep her in the backyard and have her eat my grass that way I kill to birds with one stone...have my yard done and milk for my cereal.
The point is dont let life circumstances get you down...tupac said it best when he said keep ya eye on da prize and ya head up....Like so many of the troubles you will encounter in life "this too will pass"
@gurtinphilly (16)
• United States
4 Nov 08
thank u for ur comment i do think of it like that alot i have a wonderful beautiful girlfriend who i love and i know loves me and her son and my kids are the icing on the
